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Holiday Fun

Sun, 01 Aug 2004 11:48:29 GMT

So i have just bought mark and the tickets for Thorpe Park.

I'm really excited. All i need to do now is get cover for him for monday, and our fun, suprise day out is complete!

I cant wait for him to come back off his holday. I am missing him so, so much.

love to all,

nicoca-cola xx

so, holidays eh?

Thu, 29 Jul 2004 22:24:21 GMT

This whole doing nothing thing. Its good. Yeah, i like it.

But mark is always away.

"Im going to france for ten days with my friends"
"Woop, im back, nicola, yay, love"
One week later.....
"Im going to portugal with my family"
"But ill be back next THUSRDAY"
"OOPS, when i said thursday, i got it wrong, i meant saturday"
".......I love you...."

i just miss him thats all. Plus, hes going away basically forever in a little while, and i want to spend as much time as i can with him, but hes awaaaaaaaay :(

i just seem to be working loads this holibobs, but never actually having any moneys *sigh*

i went to thorpe park i little while ago - and i literally died on colosus. it was horible. but mark and i are going there in a while, cause, well, cause we want to. plus we have to do something cool for our year thing, and fit in all the things we have wanted to do together beore he goes.

i hope everbody is ok, cause i cant ever read my friends page on lj, cause it keeps crashing. I dont know why though.

love to everyone

nicoca-cola xx

Mon, 12 Jul 2004 16:36:01 GMT

and, yes.

i have just discovered rich text mode :D

sigh

Mon, 12 Jul 2004 16:31:58 GMT

so, school eh?

How much does it suck?

How much do you dread going in each day?

Eurgh. I really can't be bothered wth it anymore. But you have to carry it on. even when it is the most pointless thing ever.

TRL tomorrow - no idea what to expect. im trying to find out who is on it. mcfly were on it today, so now im sad we wont be seeing them :'(

nothing more to say really, except for that i cant wait for mark to get back. i miss him soooo much.

love

love nicola xx

HEE HEE!

Thu, 01 Jul 2004 18:59:37 GMT

oh my god look at this

Mon, 28 Jun 2004 20:11:11 GMT

today i had a driving lesson.
went to southend to look at cars with mark and feeney.
it was really fun. test driving and whatnot.

so i obviously didnt go to school today.

i feel as though ive missed alot at school though. somethings going on, upsetting people, but i dont know what.

nicola xx

clueless, thats what i am.

Wed, 16 Jun 2004 14:13:54 GMT

well, im so so glad that my exams are over and done with. its nice just sitting around and having a niggly feeling at the back of your head telling you that you need to revise.
however, on returning back to school, i have remembered how much i hated it before i left.

but on a lighter note, it is so beautifull out at the moment. it is warm and sunny. and i love that. especially like it is today. not hot, but warm. and its so nice.

anyways, im quite looking forward to friday. its shirins birthday, and everyone is going out for it. i know i dont really go out with all the girls hardly at all, but of the times i have, i have had the funnest times. i just know im going to have fun.

mark passed his driving test today. i am really pleased. he is so happy and that makes me happy. he has promised me loads of long drives, and to take me out places, and im so excited. all he needs now is a car..... :S

im going to go sit in the garden now. xx

PANICK

Tue, 08 Jun 2004 21:45:11 GMT

ive been revising so much for my IT exams, but i feel the most unprepared.
why is that?
im really panicking about it ive got untill friday to brush up on it, but i need to revise for economics for monday also, and i havent even started to revise for that.
omg, why have i left it too late :(

woop woop!

Thu, 03 Jun 2004 18:36:06 GMT

i passed my driving theory test today! yay! one step closer to actualy driving! Yay!

and that is all xxx

Sun, 30 May 2004 14:36:02 GMT

well, i havent updated in a while. so i thought i should to let everyone know that i am still alive.
lots has happened over the last week or so. me and mark are back together,. we have been since last saturday. we have been getting on really well, like having the most fun together we have ever had.
erm, i went to see less than jake on friday, that was amazing. not much else to say about that really.
im going to see the new hary potter film tomorrow. im really looking forward to that also.
ive got so much going on in this week, im really worried about fiting my revision in, but ill just have to make the time for that really.
ive still got 5 exams to go, and im dreading my economics exam.

hmm, well ive got to get ready for work now, see you later.

nicoca-cola xxx

a new found liking.......

Sat, 15 May 2004 20:59:01 GMT

i went to see new found glory on wednesday.
omg it was so amazing.

i had to get my ticket off of a tout, and when i got there i asked a tout how much the tickets were. £40. well i new i wouldnt pay that mush for a ticket.
so me chris and regan decided to wait for a bit and ask again.
wen we asked next, the tickets had gone up to £50. i started to panick. and so we, again decided to wait.
once everyone had nearly gone in, we asked for the final time, only to be told they were now £60.
so i was just about to go home, when a young man and lady came up and asked me if i needed tickets. i was like 'yes yes yes!!' how much?
so they sed, well we work here, and got these two tickets for free, and we cant go, dont by off of the scummy touts, here, have these.
yay! two free tickets, to which one i sold on for £15. woop woop!
however, unfortunatly, i had to sell the ticket to a tout, which i really didnt want to do. i thought that seeing as those people had done me a favour, i thought i would pass it on, and try to sell to a fan, but nobody wanted one.
so i split the £15 between me chris and regan, as they helped me find a ticket, and to pass ont he good deed, gave some money to a homeless man.

and im so so glad that i got a ticket in the end. i really had forgotten how much i loved new found glory.
it was amazing. at the beginning of the show, we were informed that they coulbn't be arsed to find a support band, so they kinda supported themselves. they played, went off for a break and then played again. they played 29 songs. TWENTY-NINE songs. wow it truly was amazing.

and so thats what happened.

nicoca-cola xx

ps.....omg, exams are soo soon! too soon! :S

thank you

Mon, 10 May 2004 20:07:54 GMT

thank you to everyone who has been there for me, and asked about the mark situation.
all of you are so great, im im really glad that i have friends like you guys.
mark and i are getting along so much better than we were last week, but im not deluding myself into thinking we will get back together, i just know we can be great friends.

i think im going to see new found glory on wenesday, and to life on thursday. it should be good.

im not really sure what else to say, so i will leave it there.

nicoca-cola xxx

Wed, 05 May 2004 21:08:28 GMT

oh, also im gettng my hair cut tomorrow.
im excitied, i love having my hair cut.
plus its so dry at the ends it makes me feel sick. ew.
im glad im having it cut, hopefully it will look good.

nicoca-cola xxx

Wed, 05 May 2004 21:00:42 GMT

well, as you probably already all know by now, me and mark have split up.
i am really upset by it, but i think im hiding it well enough *brave smiles*
i dont really know what else to say really,
but i thought i should update with the lastest.

nicoca-cola xxx

events

Mon, 26 Apr 2004 19:42:49 GMT

well, i havent updated for a while. and i dont really know whats happened. :)
i went to bar:me on friday and then onto rm1 to meet my friends.
bar:me was really odd, but quite cool. it was like coyote (sp?) ugly.
rm1 was also quite good. the music and everything was a bit crappy, but i enjoyed myself all the same.
i had loads of fun with all of my friends. i met steph and kate's bf properly, they seemed sooo nice.
hannah was really fun, werent you my little bundle of goodness? (in the voice)

on sataurday i sat around all day, went to work, and stayed round marks. ;)
although i was sick early on in the night :(

then on sunday i giggled for a part of the day with mark, went home and went back to work.

school was good today - well as good as school can get.
everybody seemed really happy, except for heather who was happy AND angry at somebody.
and isabel who seemed really down, and has done for quite a while. ???

mark was being frustrating on the phone earlier - he was winding me up on purpose. i was laughing at it but i wanted to cry also, and he wouldnt stop it cause he tohught it was hilarious. grrrr.

anyways - things i MUST do

* revise
* get my haircut
* find an outfit for friday
* email people in london and mr briant

sorry for the long post,

nicoca-cola xxx

Tue, 20 Apr 2004 21:47:31 GMT

mark was feeling really down earlier, as he was worried about exams, driving tests and universty.
so i made him a good luck card, and popped round his house for about 5 mins, to give him the card and give him a cuddle. then i left again.
it was so nice though, cause i no that i really cheered him up, cause he did this smile that he does when he is really and truly happy.
i no it seems a bit silly, but i just feel proud that i made the effort just to make him smile, and to make sure that he was ok.
i was smiling to myself in the car all the way home :) *blush*

nicoca-cola xxx

events

Mon, 12 Apr 2004 19:33:04 GMT

i had a really nice day yesterday with mark, it was just so much fun. i went t oa pub for a while with his family, and then had dinner round there. i stayed the night also, but left this moring to go shopping with lizzy, danielle and laura. i got two really nice skirts, and two pairs of shoes.

im also probably going to be buying my net md tomorrow, with the money that my mum gave me for my birthday.

ive got my first real driving lesson tomorrow, argh, i hope i daont crash or anything. im glad i already know how to drive, and that all i need to do deal with other cars.

ive got nothing really planned for wednesday and thursday as im going to chorley. that will be really boring though, its a family thing.

on friday ithink iwill have a great day, i think i might be going to southend with all of my friends.

nicoca-cola

o and i really need to do all of my homework still, the week is going to fly by. i shall probabyly do it after i get in tomorow.

Birthday coolness

Thu, 08 Apr 2004 20:53:50 GMT

i just remembered, its my bitrthday on sunday
(yes, thats right, my birthday is on easter sunday *sighs*)
eeeee, im really exited.
i think im going to have dinner round marks house, which will be really nice.

it should be rally good.

eeeeeeeee, nearly 17, woo!

nicoca-cola

hello again

Thu, 08 Apr 2004 20:48:40 GMT

i havent updated in a while.
ive just been too busy.
im going to see shoan of the dead omorrow i think, it looks so funny.
i went round isabels today to do some revision. it was really fun, we revised quite a bit, but just ended up talking about how fun university will be, and how we are going to customised clothes together. maybe a bit like a club.
isabel, we should make it into an actual club, he he, how cool

bye

nicola-cola

FINISHED!

Tue, 30 Mar 2004 20:55:29 GMT

ive finished my computing cw. yay! took me ages, but i think ive dont quite well.
all i need to do now is print it out, and it is all finished.
woo, im looking forward to tomorrow, although, im annoyed at feeney cause he is being a bit of a jerk, but hey.
im saying round marks tomorrow, which im looking forward too, as last time i stayed round hes howed me how much he loved me. ;)
also im going to see marks little sister in a school play tomorrow as well. she is a dancer in it, and shes going to look great! :)
thursday is james' pj party, and that should be fun too.

all in all i think this is going to be a good week.

nicoca-cola xxx

events this week

Mon, 29 Mar 2004 19:14:10 GMT

i feel alot more cheerfull today. its wierd, must be my hormones (what a mum thing to say)
ive got my IT coursewotk due in on wednesday, ive nearly finished, but im tyring to redo my analysis and design to get higher marks for it. i think ill just about manage to get it done.
im looking foward to going out on wednesday, going to see my friends band. all of my loads of my friends are going. it will be really good i think.
im also looking forward to james' pyjama party. all of my other friends are going there, and i ahve so much fun with you guys x
i feel like i can really be myself, and i always feel like i fit in, and have the best of times with you all. *blush*

nicoca-cola xxx

confusion

Wed, 24 Mar 2004 21:14:20 GMT

well i went to this long awaited open day today.
i think that im not even going to apply to LSE because there didnt really seem to be any atmosphere there, and i didnt feel like i would fit in there at all.
it was like going to a dull, lifeless party. where you know you should be having fun, but you would feel out of place if you did, and that people would think you were wierd.
But it was in a great location, right in the middle of london, right near oxford stree etc.
im wooried though. what if a cant find the right atmosphere at any uni, or feel that i dont fit in in any either.
oh, im so confused and worried.

nicoca-cola

brat camp

Tue, 23 Mar 2004 22:00:52 GMT

im watching brat camp. urgh these teens make me angry. whats up with that fran girl, she just wont stop moaning. grrrr.
i watched finding nemo with mark, we had so mush fun, playing with each other. not rudely, just having fun. but, why does no where do doritoes dippas and dips. that was what me and mark were meant to be eating for our film fest. we had minstrels instead. but it wasnt as good. :(
ah well, going to london tomorrow. maybe we will be able to squese in a bit of shopping. hmmm, i wonder...

byeee

nicoca-cola xxx

crrrrrrrrispies!

Tue, 23 Mar 2004 16:55:30 GMT

well yesterday i went to musictec with hannah
i had a realy great time, making up dances and whatnot.
hannahs boyfreinds band played for the first time ever, in battle of the bands, and they won. we were all so happy. it was so great.
its the big open day tomorow. im quite nervous. god knows why.
oh, and today i had a communications exam i had no idea about. i think i failed though.
im going round marks in a while, we are having a film fest. well, we are watching finding nemo, and eating doritoes dippas and dips. mmmmm.

nicoca-cola

ooooo - new journal

Sun, 21 Mar 2004 14:57:16 GMT

well - it is finally here.
the arival of my new journal!!
well, im firstly a bit worried that perhaps my life insn't exciting enough to have a journal, but im sure some stuff, journal worthy must happen to me.
so, news.
well i have to say that i feel like alot of my friends have been let down, by a certain kirby stebbing. what a wierdo she is.
laeve her alone, dont worry about her, she is just a big fat looser.
ive a univercity open day coming up, and im quite worried. i have no idea what to expect. this whole university thing is really satrting to worry me, along the our ever-so important exams in the near future. i try so hard to revise, but sometihng always seems to get in the way. grr it make me so angry.
well, maybe ill revise this week. it is a new week after all, and maybe ill start to apply myself a more.

nicoca-cola xxx